She Didn't Want It, Reprise (DJ)

You bring huge comfort to me
Your love making
How you keep it going,
building for days, sometimes weeks,
too long while I ache for you
Call you, tell you I don't want you
Laugh and laugh, rant, rave, you laugh with me,
Egg me on
Say what you want
I say I don't want you
Don't call back,
I don't want you
I'm calling to say
don't tie me back
Don't let me take you in my mouth
Don't kiss me so hard like you do
the kisses that flip me open
that warm my universe and make me
melt with delight
Tonight
You got it right
All day long you called me
Called me to you
Called my body to yield
My lips my breast my hips
You're in me
Rocking me, I propel, too free
Your smile says it all
You've loved me for years.

Not in My Head

I didn’t think about you

Not in my head

For once.

Between my legs thought about you

All day

Every fiber felt your fingers

Kinetic cunt

Felt every touch pinch slide push

Replayed deep into blastocyst of bone

Toes and legs and thighs and skin

Recalled every lick kiss suck tickle

Pressure built

Not in my head

It was felt again in that Velvet

Cusp where leg meets belly

Ass wants slap grasp hold lift

Into your face, teeth, tongue, voice

Letting desire eat me alive

Alive I was all day

Not in my head

Alive belly breasts shoulders

Nibbling my neck, notch, nerves

Lips to lips, manness, kisses

Sweet, moans, moaning, me

Awake to what you wakened

I was awake all day but

Not in my head,

And when I went to sleep

Late, still rocking, I felt your

Fist, at the why, like a

Promise.

The First Few Minutes Could Be Like This.

I want to kiss and kiss and kiss you

all over

every single inch of your beautiful skin,

your rock hard muscles

Rock me.

with your touch

with your kisses

with your lips,

here, and here, and here,

Oh, my.

I won't wait

I already know you

you know me

kiss me now,

make it start,

thousand tingles

start me up

light me up

it's like an ocean between us

and nothing at all

across space and time

I feel you

Feel you here

and here

and here.

Roll me up

on my side

move this leg

move into me

Move me.

Your hand

starts with my cheek

under my ear

down my neck

slowly, slowly

to the knobs where my clavicles meet

straight down the cleft,

and down.


You go down.

She Doesn't Want It

He comes

he’s at the door

she lets him in

she’s shy

she holds him anyway

She wasn’t ready

She didn’t want him

She says she doesn’t want him

He doesn’t listen

Does he hear?

She couldn’t have him

She knows it wouldn’t last

He comes in

His kiss is good

Oh, so good,

She pushes back into his mouth seeking more

So much better where they’re alone

She can’t see him it would be disaster

His hands are down her hips, her thighs,

Cold hands, so good

Down her thighs

No panties

To the small of her back

A hand on each hip and a thumb in

That soft velvety place

Where the belly meets the thigh

Presses her against him

Hard

Hands, cold hands, up her back

No bra

Smiling, he likes it.

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She turns he’s on her like a cat

What she wants

He’s behind her fully connected

It’s too intense she rolls

Rolls under him and takes him into her again

He’s deep and hard and fast and

Tender tells her what he wants

She’s flushed she arches she moans

He wants her on top

She’s on top, still, he’s deeper still

He wants to hear what she says

She whispers she’s a giant V and he’s

Bottomed at her heart

But she won’t say that loud

Enough, he says penny for your thoughts

But she won’t give

Just drives him deeper in

He says again what he wants

She drives him deeper deeper in then

He’s on top asking her again

But she cannot talk

She won’t believe, won’t give

She’s shocked for the goodness of it

What shouldn’t be.

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